I can’t conquer this alone and it scares me
Today didn’t start off as pleasantly as I imagined. Since you went to the bar I left my door unlocked and waited for you. I put off doing things that need to get done so I could spend time with you before I crack down and spend every other waking moment working. Instead i woke up without you next to me and it was just really disheartening. I’ve always been envious of the couples who walk each other to class, or have lunch together, or even have a class together. I just want everything. I want perfection. What is perfection? Will I ever feel 100% content? I’ll settle for content.